Whoa. It's been a fucking while since I've posted anything here! Okay, the only reason I want to use my LJ again is that I have SOOOO many things on my mind, once again, and I wanna let it all out and I remembered that LJ is the best place for me to do that and it helped me clear things up in my mind. It sucks bottling up all my thoughts and emotions. I shouldn't have done that. It's not the way I roll. 

Okay, updates will be up soon. Gotta go meet a friend and go to Fun-O-Rama.

I've been finding myself crying every day. 




Tell me, why do you cry? 





Coz there are so many things that seem beyond my control. And I feel so helpless. 
All the time.

Sitting in the back room of the new office. Awesome view from the window, but it's what distracts me from doing my Math homework. And I'm freeeeezing. I've no socks on and I only have my Nike half-jacket :( Nice jacket, but it's so not helping in this cold condition. And I'm sitting on a stool-ish chair, dammit. I want a comfy rolling chair!!!!! 

No History draft shit to do. Yay! But there's an ESSAY test during the lesson. Boo-hoo-hoo! 
Okay, back to Math. 

p.s. I doubt half the class will do the Math homework. Just a guess from the previous lesson.

 I've just realized that I'm becoming uglier. Sorry that I've only realized this, like, just moments ago. 

WiLL Run was fuuuuuuun. The running part that is; not the i-passed-by-certain-people-who'll-shout-"KAMAAAAAAAAALLLL!!!!!"-at-me part. I was bored after running. So I waited for Vivi or Jas or Dawn to pass by the gantry so that I can cheer for them for the last time during WiLL Run. Vivi got the privilege. Haha! And zomg, Damian was like a running toy; running on and on and on... And pouring 100-Plus on himself! And Jamie seemed like a happy balloon girl. Though the balloons scared me a little :/ But it's okay :)
Going out with the gang was a good way of relieving stress. Though after the run, i had a massive headache (and not a leg cramp or anything). So while out with the gang, I tried to get as much sleep as I can. Zzzz...... 

Okay. Gonna be 11pm soon. Gonna eat and then sleep, in hopes that I can complete my hw tmr. 
Right. Like THAT will happen. 

Ciao. My life sucks now. 

XoXO

I'm so sorry to anyone whom I've been rude to and such this afternoon. 
It's just that I want to be left alone right now. 
I don't want to see anyone.

OMG. SO MUCH THINGS HAPPENING AND I HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH DRAMA TO HANDLE! I DIDN'T ASK FOR ANY OF THIIIIISS!!!!!!!!!! 
Let me tell one by one: 

1) I have no idea how this Adam guy got my number, but the things he's telling me freaks me off my pants. 

2) N is... Well, all I can say is that i hope N realizes the consequences of whatever (N) intends to do. 

3) I've just heard SHOCKING updates of my old dear pallies. 

4) I think the girl i talked to was the one who likes KL. Or at least her friends is, I dunno; I'm still blur. Omg. Thank God I didn't say much about KL to her. Though she said that i choked on my food when she mentioned about him ... 

5) KL's sister DEFINITELY knows. I can tell. But it doesn't bother me that much. It's not like I'm in love with her brother anyway. And that sweet girl gave me a glowing stick. Woot! I like... 

6) Pilates stuffs to think about. Oh man oh man OH MAN! 


Okay, that's all my brain can think of now. Coz there's just SO MANY THINGS going thru my mind now. It's stressing me and making my tummy feel all weird again. This usually happens when I feel uneasy :/ Or when it's morning. OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN. 

Adam, we so need to talk tomorrow. Hope i'll see you! 

Okay, I need to sleep now; it's already 11.25pm and i need my rest for tomorrow's 10km. Wish me luck. Pray that my body won't fail on me. 


Ciao. Hope everyone's not in a as tangled situation as I am now. 

p.s. I HATE HATE AND WILL FOREVER HATE RUMOURS. IT'S THANKS TO THIS THAT EVERYTHING'S ALL WEIRD AND SCREWY.\

p.p.s. The Adidas Stella McCartney Run Performance Woven Shorts are goddamn cute! I have to have 'em!

p.p.p.s. Liam Gallagher appeared in our (bloody) compre prac! Awesomeniosity! Though he's seen in a bad light. But IDC (:

 KAAAY- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL. 




Maybe that'd make me feel better. 

I swear JC is stupid. 

And so is my brother. 

And everyone else.

Cooling down after a longer-than-usual run. Damn. It's 8.30pm and I still haven't started on homework. And I have no idea if there is PW presentation for my group tomorrow. I'm damn BLUR, as usual. And I STILL need to call Cheryl to discuss about CCA stuff for tomorrow. Oh bugger. 
And I still need to bathe before doing ANY of these. 

It's times like this that I'm gonna download new songs and put it into my iPod before getting off the mac. Hello, All-American Rejects!